Claude

By Morrisa Sherman

Claude wanted her to visit again. She was unlike any presence he had ever experienced. You know how beautiful it is when ripples on a lake at night shatter the moonlight and dance about with the shards? Or how you can be moved to tears when hearing a song from your childhood that you had nearly forgotten? Or how down in the Keys your skin sometimes shivers with an electric tingle right before a lightning storm? Such was her allure, and with every cell Claude wanted her to visit again, as he wanted air, as he wanted water.

He studied; he consulted; he traveled to places of spice and silk; he collected advice and enticements, and at last he decided to call her. He constructed an alter and laid his gifts in rich profusion on it, old gifts of ribbons, lace, oils and beads, new gifts of plasma balls and iridescent threads, water gifts of ice and atomized spray, fire gifts of candles and incense. He made piles of treasures he had collected on beaches and in forests, shells, pine-cones, acorns, a crab claw, a braid of grass, a snake-skin, and drift-glass. He lit the candles and incense, laid out a full circle of tarot cards on the floor, and edged the circle with a thin path of salt. From the center to each card he carefully poured a spoke of salt. At last he placed some of the salt in his mouth and sat down in the middle of the mandala. He focused all of his attention on his heartbeat, to make it strong, that she might find him, and readied himself for the visitation.

He heard the midnight tintinnabulation of the university's carillon in the distance. "It is time," he said aloud, "come to me." But she would not be summoned like a simple dog. He waited, and waited. Light filtered through the window. His back ached and the salt burnt his mouth mercilessly, and still he sat in refused silence. Desolately he rose, stepped out of the circle, and went to fetch himself some water. "I knew I should have added a frog," he thought.

Far away she heard him and laughed, and laughed. "Fancy, a frog!" she thought, and laughed again.

A rare shard; mnemonists fail.


Copyright © 1992, Morrisa Stanfield Sherman.
This work may not be reproduced in any form without the author's explicit permission


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